affectionate companionship

Haven't been visiting gaychristian.net for a year or so.

There was a forum entitled the Side B-ers - referring to gay Christians who choose to remain single and believe "sexual expression should be reserved for a heterosexual marriage" (quoted from 'Matt').

There was a discussion thread on topic of companionship.

If God's willing, will I ever find such companion in my life?
It will be nice to hold hands with someone you care about.
Or to hug him or wake up next to him.

*sigh*